AARRRGGHHHH

I have no idea why... im suddenly feeling so frustrated today.
I suppose tts wad happens when i actually lose my obsession with computer games... I find I have nothing else to do!!!! I jus don't feel like doing anything else ... reading? drawing? working? studying for my driving? maybe i should.. but i want to go out with my frens, catch up wiv ppl i haven seen or heard frm for so long... and they dun reply!!! They dun haf time for immature me, no they dun haf time at all... welcome to the mundaneness of adulthood. Hah.. thats wad i get for turning 21. Soon ill b another rhetoric-spouting, obedient little worker in the hive of Singapore's lovely, sane society... soon I will enjoy listening to the great Prime Minister promise more for glorious Singapore.... soon soon soon.

When that day comes, someone please give me a sword so I can commit hara-kiri. Cos Im really nothing without my insanity...... arrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, looks like I really dun haf patience after all.... it will soon change, when I grow up and be a wonderful sane citizen of the lovely clean Lion City.......

Yet another song....

Hi everyone.. this is yet another song... cos im bored. Reminds me of someone.. not realy the person I am missing, but also someone i know as a fren. Hah...
( Note: The singer sings EXTREMELY soft... i think it wld b better if u just listened 2 the music or sang it yourself, heh...)

Play this song

The One You Love by Glenn Frey ( Eagles singer)

I know you need a friend,
someone you can talk to
Who will understand what you're going through
When it comes to love,
there's no easy answer
Only you can say what you're gonna do

I heard you on the phone,
you took his number
Said you weren't alone,
but you'd call him soon
Isn't he the guy,
the guy who left you cryin'?
Isn't he the one who made you blue?

When you remember those nights in his arms
You know you gotta make up your mind

( Chorus)
Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you
Or are you goin' back to the one you love?
Someone's gonna cry when they know they've lost you
Someone's gonna thank the stars above

( And here comes the jazz....)

What you gonna say when he comes over?
There's no easy way to see this through
All the broken dreams, all the disappointment
Oh girl, what you gonna do?

Your heart keeps sayin' it's just not fair
But still you gotta make up your mind

(Chorus)

(And the grande finale of jazz music... heh, definitely for jazz lovers..)

Well thats all for now everyone... haha, just feeling in a random unpurposeful mood so...see yall.

So what am I doing?

Haha.. of course I'm writing in my blog! What else could I be doing?

But seriously... nowadays I've been trying to be there for people, try 2 make them feel better...but in the end, I realise that it is me who feels lonely... me who needs their companionship rather than the other way around....
I had a friend whom I've been waiting for some time... someone who has returned from a long trip... she may not remember me ( fat chance, I've bn plaguing her blog for some time.. hah)
and she may not be thinking of me... but I have bn thinking abt her. Not in a romantic sense, mind you... no, not interested in tt. But as a friend, even tho i may not b very close to her, n we havent really done anything memorable together ( tt I can recall) but..... I miss her. I really do.
It's been 2 years.. she left b4 my NS began, and even when it started, I haf bn anticipating the end of it not cos it means the end of my torture.. heh, ok, tts partly the reason. But I wuz really thinking of meeting up wiv her after tt... somehow i thot she wld come back ard 2 years later, just nice for my NS to end.. we cld go out n .. i dunno, do anything. Movies, games, shooping! Anything! Cos wads the point of so much free time when u haf no frens to get back with?
Really, her return marks the end of my NS more than the passing of the ORD form... to me at least.
Hah, maybe I'm just fantasising tt we wld actually click after being apart so long.. tt we even clicked in the first place. Maybe she's outgrown losers like me..maybe she's discovered sthing wrong abt me.... or maybe she just doesnt care. I've tried .. to contact her, ask her 2 call me...
but she hasnt replied. Maybe I should be more patient, maybe she'll remember me soon. Maybe..... maybe not.
Oh well... I do haf more frens than tt, of cos... not saying any of my frens reading this r less important... in my sad little life, frens are always important. But still... I miss her. Maybe this is only because I've been thinking of this for 2 years.. or just a year n a half... but ... ....

Kk... thx to all who've read this. Just feeling sad now...but no worries, Ill forget this soon. Haha...

How not to play soccer

....unless you really want the whole world to laugh at you. Hhahaha lolz...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guKNxIwTRdI&mode=related&search=comic%20soccer%202

This one isn't tt funny n the quality sux.. but for those who like 2 watch ricochets this is a vid of them.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0TIfbMR4as&search=comic%20soccer%202

Hahah, but the best part is the song....credits go to Monty Python. The one and only!


ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE by MONTY PYTHON
Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse
When your chewin' on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle!
And this'll help things turn out for the best!

And, always look on the bright side of life(whistle)
Always look on the light side of life(whistle)

If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And thats to laugh and smile and dance and sing
When your feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps!!
Just purse your lips and whistle
That's the thing!!

And, always look on the bright side of life(whistle)
Always look on the light side of life(whistle)

For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow..
Forget about your sins
Give the audience a grin!
Enjoy it, it's your last chance anyhow!!!

So always look on the bright side of death(whistle)
Just before you draw your terminal breath(whistle)

Lifes a piece of Shit
When you look at it
Lifes a laugh and deaths a joke its true....
You'll see its all a show
Keep 'em laughin' as you go!
Just remember that the last laugh is on you..

And, always look on the bright side of life(whistle)
Always look on the right side of life(whistle)( x6 )

Crazy/ Evil things to do

This is a little ripped off from the " 20 ways to maintain a healthy level of insanity" but I don't care!!!!! Hahahaha

• dontuseanykindofpunctuation
• o.RscreW????uP_YOur/puN"cTuati...on:; liK!e////thi>S
• Dress up peanut shells and sell them as elephant deterrents... see??? it works! no elephants around!
• When the traffic policeman starts directing traffic, get out of the car and imitate his hand signals... in the opposite direction
• When you see people ask for donations, search intensely and everywhere until you find something to give them!!! Like receipts, bills, chewing gum.....
• End every statement with "...in accordance with the prophecy"
• Except for arguments... end them with "...Spawn of Satan!!!!"

Hmmm... cant think of wad in heck i wanted to say... maybe just showing off my talent in ignoring punctuation? haha.... no this has no purpose. Thanks for wasting 5 seconds of your own precious time.... :P

New way to insult me...

Hi everyone.... or anyone who is even reading this.. heh.
Lovely lovely day huh? Well just came in to say I've updated my blog wiv cbox... soo feel free to comment in it. I like listening to comments, especially when i can just delete them.. haha... sooo say anything you want! Cos so will I.. hahaha....

Just an entry..

Hi... this is an entry..
I'm not sure why... I have this weird feeling of missing people whom I dun even know very well... I dunno wad this means. I dunno wad I'm doing . It might mean something, it might not. Oh well....
Bye.

Friends...

Hi.. this post is devoted to friendship...

What is it? A simple bond btw ppl.. a symbol of love tt shld not have any barriers.. oh, but it does. Conflicting interests.... love triangles. religion. politics. money. morals. and even appearances sometimes.... its sad, really. Its much more common btw all people than romantic love, u know, bgr.... and it can be just as noble. But in definition, it has been interpreted as many different times as the Bible, the Koran, and all the religions, combined.

But this is my blog.. so I'll say my definition.
Friends are not always there with you.. not physically, you can't expect that. Like all people, they ae not perfect.. they will conflict with you, they will hurt you, they will hit you even. They bear grudges, show temper, and the list goes on. But above all.... a true friend will never backstab. Never go around spreading false rumours, or even a malicious truth without first confronting the friend about it. A friend will never leave you behind in the darkest of your days, to rot and to lie alone, waiting for death. He will not abandon you even if you both have an argument... or simply glorify you when you are great only to leave you when you are down.
Those are fair-weather friends... as bad as one night standers, its more like casual sex than friendship this way. Family of course comes first, so I dun expect a friend to deny his mother's orders to help me. No... you shldnt expect tt, cos parents have more love for a child than we wld ever know at this time.
Friends will not force you into a decision... unless they believe it is for your own good. Like not to take drugs, to drop someone whom they feel is a bad influence, etc. Sometimes when they do tt they risk your wrath, other ppl's anger, and even splitsville wiv you. But still... tts them. Love is abt sacrifice... and yes, its cruel, but tts life. Personally, though, I'm not that noble... I still believe in freedom of decision, after all, its your life. What you want to do with it will be yours alone to decide.. since the consequence is yours. Even so, it will not be yours alone... because friends help each other bear burdens, don't they?
Friends are not, as I mentioned earlier, sugary sweet. No... not entirely. They will criticise you, point out your flaws, help you correct them. The Bible says you must " pluck out the plank from your own eye before you pull the splinter from your brother's" or something like that.. but what if it is sawdust? You can't reach it, and neither can your friend... you will have to blow each other's eyes. Most of the time, flaws are sawdust... invisible to us, a mere irritant, but it can be a fatal problem in certain situations. To quote another person , " we have 2 bags filled with Imperfections all the time... one in front and one behind... the one in front is our neighbour's, the one behind ( and invisible to us) is our own" This, in short, means we have to help each other see our flaws and correct them... cos our habits die hard, and when we get used to them they remain hidden from us..

So what kind of friend am I?

I think of myself as a dark-weather friend.. I want to be there when you are at your darkest days. When you have to walk thru a desert of despair, I want to be there with you. I may not be able to do much... I am well aware of my limitations socially or physically..... but nevertheless, I will not leave you alone if you wish. I will never backstab you ... if i hear a rumour about you I'd rather ask you first abt it or confirm it with facts and then confront you with it. If not I'll just shut up. I don't want to force people into decisions.. I doubt I ever will. I'll try to influence it but in the end, I recognise that its all up to you. I will not die for friends, family or even lovers... I'm not that noble. I'll live for them... to help them whenever I can, to be there when I have to, to just simply be another irritating fellow to write about in your blog.. heh. Whatever... if you have any reason to care about me, I'll live for you. After all, I'll be of no use to anyone dead.

Hah.. all this is probably some fantasy of mine... like kids wanting to be soldiers or He-Man when they grow up.

Well thats all I'm writing for now... I'll want to update this in the future but i gotta go now...
and my thanks to all my friends who might be reading this.

Sandman

Play this song

Enter Sandman


Say your prayers little one
Don't forget, my son
To include everyone

Tuck you in, warm within
Keep you free from sin
Till the sandman he comes

Sleep with one eye open
Gripping your pillow tight

(Chorus)
Exit light
Enter night
Take my hand
We're off to never never land

Something's wrong, shut the light
Heavy thoughts tonight
And they aren't of snow white

Dreams of war, dreams of liars
Dreams of dragon's fire
And of things that will bite

Sleep with one eye open
Gripping your pillow tight

(Chorus)


Now I lay me down to sleep
Pray the lord my soul to keep
If I die before I wake
Pray the lord my soul to take

Hush little baby, don't say a word
And never mind that noise you heard
It's just the beast under your bed,
In your closet, in your head

Exit light
Enter night
Grain of sand

Exit light
Enter night
Take my hand
We're off to never never land

( Cue demonic laughter)

This is fun isn't it? I like this song, though it isnt really great as a rock song... it is kinda cool, a little sinister, and somehow I like it. Haha.. my closet sadist at work.

Movies..

Now I give my bigoted opinion on the movies I've watched recently. Dun like it? I don't care!!! Hahaha...

What recent movies have I watched recently? Let's see... X-Men 3, Da Vinci's Code, Over the Hedge, and The Omen. I can't comment on Over the Hedge.. it is a nice movie indeed, and since it's for kids ( not some lao ah pek like me.. hah) I won't comment. No.. I think I'll comment on the movies not targeted at kids.

X-Men 3.. hmm... well it wasn't badly done, I'd say. Typical over-the-head special effects, with some cool stunts done by Magneto ( turning this whole bridge.. cooool I wanna do that!!) and of course our hero of the day, Wolverine. Good actors, some eye candy ( Oooh.. Kitty is cute! And of cos Halle Berry always rox ^^) and all the mutants showing off their powers in this final showdown. The last battle was fun...
But!!! It was flawed , always will be to X-Men fans, and a little to not-so-obsessed people like me. For one.. trying to showcase sooo many mutant powers, they sideline the extras who had a pretty prominent role in the cartoon or comics. Or even poor little Rogue.. but then in the movies shes always the damsel in distress, so nvm. But wtf... they killed CYCLOPS sooo damn early!!!! WTF.. he was the leader of the X-Men siah... how can u just kill him off like tt... and u din even give him the least bit of use in the whole movie series. So wasted siah....
And Gambit!!!! My bloody fave X-Man... why in hell u guys din even show him??? Even as the baddie he wld have been sooo cool.. he was one of their team in the cartoon somemore. If theres an X-Men 4 he better be inside!!! He wld make for a really nice fight scene wiv anyone, esp those 2 spiky hairs ( Wolverine n Beast)


Now the Da Vinci Code... it's the mystery of the century! It's enigmatic! Awe-inspiring! Wondrous! Annnnnnddddddd ssssslllllooooooowwwwww.................................. but then wad 2 expect, so was the book, haha. Yes, I read the book before I saw the movie. Bad move... as usual, I ended seeing sooo many flaws in the movie. Inaccuracies , misses, and too early to reveal the identity of The Teacher. And honestly, what is with Tom Hanks and that long forehead??? Freak... they shld change tt horse joke wiv Tom Hanks. You know... Tom Hanks walks into a bar. The bartender looks at him and says why the long face.....-.-
( Oh, but the choice of Sophie Neveu was perfect...Audrey Tatuou n her irrestibly cute face...)
And the ending is also diao.. but the book also wad, so wad 2 say....

Finally.. the Omen. I should say it's very well done.. really looks and sounds and feels great. I'm not going 2 turn Christian and cover my walls wiv crosses because of that, but its a great horror movie with a nice style... not too cheesy or anything. Nice intro, ending, and overall good show. Especially the sound effects.. those r really wad made me jump.
Oh, but the characters were really interesting. Good actors, including tt child satan, tt impaled priest who in other movies is always some mad fellow, the nice and evil nanny, and even tt supernice daddy who loves his wife so much n doesnt just abandon her cos she goes mad. Too nice, since of course they want him 2 kill his satanic devilspawn son. Oops, musn't reveal the plot....
But I'd like 2 say sthing... the little boy shld learn sthing frm psychopaths in real life. They never reveal their identity until they get caught, and try to avoid detection. They go ubernice to ppl so nobody knows wad in hell they really do. The boy shld try tt next time...be nice 2 ppl, stop being menacing 2 everyone so tt when u use yr powers, nobody will know tt the demon doing this is tt perfectly obedient prim n proper boy who cld never hurt a fly...... awww....

Well tts all the movies I've watched recently.. i tink. Ill post when i remember n feel like posting.. heheh.

Before we proceed...

Before we proceed, I'd like to say something > SOMETHING!!!!! Hahahaha... kidding :P

I'd just like you all to know some things about me.. if you wish 2 become or are already my friend....
- I'm more than a little impatient
- I can't make chatter out of nowhere... and I'm generally quite a boring person
- But when I go crazy, I get criminally insane... heheh
- I can't make up my mind
- I'm a noob at most things

And that is the good side... I'll let you guys find out wad my bad side is. Hahah..

Sooo if you dun mind all these, then I'm going to start my entries soon. Read on, comment, and say whatever you wish. It's my blog, if you don't like it leave. You can comment whatever you want, haha, cos if I dun like it I'll just delete it.

Hi everyone..

Hi all. This is a blog. A simple one. I'm sick of all that imaging to make myself look cool or weird or something... or anyone else. I'm going to make a blog to make a blog. Maybe I'll put my life in, maybe not. I don't know. And maybe I don't care.... Hah!
Nothing special about this.. no blog skin or anything. None. No.. I'll just post wadeva I want.